It's funny how my mind can dig all of memories that I've been through with you when I'm about to sleep. When I'm supposed to shut my eyes, and rest my mind for awhile. But in other way, I feel so glad about that Those memories probably will be the only reminder that the happiness that I feel when I'm with you was real. Eventhough they're not mine now. And you're not there or here anymore. Oh you... The one that I've given my all to, why it has to be complicated when I'm with you? Whereas you can always stick to me til the end, to get through this all together. But apparently it's not what you want. In fact, you've never wanted me, and never will. Oh you... What you've done to me? Why am I so drowning into you? It's not like I've known you this whole time, but you did it too well. Sneaking into my mind and my heart, did horrible things to them, then just leave like that. Oh you... Why are you so heartless? Leavi